Monday, February 28, 2005
listening to "shudder" by 12012oman... Went to the polyclinic today.. again. Been sick for one week already. Had to take a bloody blood test. hurts like shit... had to extract from my hand.. not the inside of my elbow... T_T Thank gdness i have no dengue fever... All though my symptoms completely screams "DENGUE". sigh... problem.. Today i saw my results and it sucks.. as usual.. failed my maths again. Why the hell did i even bother to retake?????? ARG.. o yea... Isit possible to get a full result slip print out again? I mean.. i don't have a proper result slip... how am i going to get in to anything at all? HOW? :(I WANT TO GET TO NAFA SO BAD.so bad so bad so bad so bad.and... work sucks. Tried to go to work this morning.. worked downstairs.. only to remember how much i hated it. I want to work upstairs!!! PLEASE... somebody. life just sucks rite about now. :(
another space adventure at 8:41 PM
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Tuesday, February 22, 2005
listenin to "hitomi wo tojite" by ken hirai.so... sick... been sick since sunday night... stomach flu i think.. just vomited too... :( so uncomfortable... and im freezing too... Fever... my eyes are closing..
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
I AM SUPER BORED. my sis is sleeping.. kei kei is playing with his new toys and im sitting here... DOING NOTHING.=____________________=was playing some game named robot wars.. ahaha.. totchi ar... tsk. then.. wat else? nothing la.. IM JUST BORED.
another space adventure at 4:20 PM
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listening to "natsu no ouji" by moriyama naotaro.Yesterday was cosparty. it was quite ok... the atmosphere was not bad other than seeing ppl i do not want to see... =_= but i saw ppl i haven't seen in ages too.. which is gd. sorta... Im quite happy with the cosparty and all our usual visual gang. BUT. When some of them handle keikei so roughly i almost wanted to bash them up. If only they weren't in our social circle. sigh... makes me want to cry when i see it being handled like that.. next time asano is going to stay with me and ppl who know how to handle dollfies with respect. for example... er... my sis, kyoru and simmie~ hahaa.. simmie held keikei and said it was so comforting to have someone with her... ^_^ go simmie! get one too~ then we can all go for outing together.. me and asano, my sis and keikei, sher and sho and u and... (i think u will call urs GACKT.) lolx... X_X Im still upset. How can anyone treat a doll like tt. owell... JUST BE GENTLE. PLEASE. for the sake of our mental health and our dollfie's comfort. back to the cosparty.. hm... had so many mana there... i din recognise the alicenine cosplayer's new costume.. Its mao from seek.. but i never heard them.. doh i saw the pic.. she likes indies so much i guess... *shrugs* then i saw some of those... well.. shld i call them posuers or am i being too nice? they were dressed so... "PiNKorZ" kind.. and they held magazines to proof they listen to jrock... =_= HELLO... if u listen to jrock and came to see jrock.. it means that ur quite interested in it rite? WHICH MEANS.. u shld make it more of a lyfestyle.. UNDERSTAND??? haiz... nvm.. no use ranting.. they won't see it either. Then there was kyoist as gackt, sher as kozi, kouji as mana, janys as mad mana lover, kenneth as dix mana.. haha.. and then.. er... some VERY cute and very funny anime cosplayers... like the naruto's... I dunno what his name is.. team leader for team 1 which is named funnily... takahan pi baoxin kwai.. which means takahan is weirder than baoxin... haha.. our visual social circle were in team 1~ yay.. but.. er... we lost... XD *falls off chair*food wasnt exactly wat i'd call dinner.. but its ok.. haha.. main pt is .. The organizers did a gd job.. ^_^ yar.. still upset.. :( p.s( kei kei says hi..)
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Friday, February 18, 2005
keikei and my sis. Isnt he gorgeous? <3 Love~~
rebeltawn
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Listening to "sunday" by the babystars^____________________________^ *beams*KEI IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeps.. right here in my house... sleeping so peacefully in his box/cot/cradle/bed. lol... Its been rough on him.. We collected him at singpost today.. and boy is he huge for an msd... HUGE. man... HOW I WISH TO HOLD ASANO NOW. T_T it'll come.. i know it will.. Think i borrow my dad's cash first... so i can get him earlier.. since he offered anyway.. think my dad likes kei kei... muahahaha... Took kei kei downstairs just now... and to rach's house.. lolx.. Oh yea.. When my sis opened his box... I screamed and cried bucket loads.. oman.. It was just sooooo overwhelming.. Im his godma/godaunt after all.. XPargg.... anyway, tomorrow evening is cosparty... damn.. i have nothing to wear.. :( sigh.. owell.. and tomorrow morning my aunties are coming so i cant go out to get stuff so early.. nor can i dress up in front of them... -_-;;; BIG PROB.. erk.. we'll see...kk.. gtg.. my eyes are so sore and =_=..zzz
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Tuesday, February 15, 2005
listening to "dive to blue" by L'Arc~en~ciel.nothing much today. just went to work again... tomorrow im being transferred to another department.. T_T i prefer the ppl upstairs.. i won't have anyone to talk to anymore... and i have to wear the stupid looking smock and hat.. which will make me look like a bloody baker. =_= shit... well at least got zio downstairs to talk to me.. and it pays more if i do night shift.. but.. still... sigh..sigh.. asano.... T______________T ok.. gtg.. dinner time.
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Monday, February 14, 2005
listening to "hitomi wo tojite" by ken hirai.I FEEL FUCKED UP. I really wanna bite somebody's head off right now. damn it.. I hate my work.. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. fuck.I knew something bad was gonna happen.. and it did. I was right to feel that sense of dread.
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Sunday, February 13, 2005
listening to "niji" by L'Arc~en~ciel...Im always listening to song.. at least once a day or else i'll be singing it the whole day.. heh..anyway.... sent my aunt back to sweden yesterday. :( sigh.. How is it like to move to another country... how do one cope? I want to move to japan.. oh.. i dunno... :( Lots to think about.hm... met kaori and sher just now to get contacts.. well.. they got it, i didn't... and then kaori went off. Me, my sis and sheril went off to domuya as usual but its closed.. AGAIN. Doushiteeeeeeee? -_- Went off to liang court and sis treated us to udon. i ate cold bukake udon. oishi~ ichiban desuuu.. *two thumbs up*Walked arnd.. headed to kino at taka.. (again..) and this time, my sis bot the pyscho le cemu photo book... Pyscho le cemu : The magical Photographs. Photographer = Yosuke Komatsu. *SCREAMS* I LOVE LIDA. now shuddup abt his teeth.. XDDD There is a dvd included.. and its SUPER cute... haha... *dreams abt lida* LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA LIDA.LIDA. XDhaiz... had quite a fun day. Talked crap most of time and walked around just looking at stuff.. didn't bother to dress up today. Had macs for dinner. *frowns* bad bad bad... o yea.. i feel a great sense of dread... I dunno why.. i just feel tt way cos tomorrow got work.. +_+MAN I WANT LIDA...and asano of cos. :D
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
listening to "pieces" by L'Arc~en~cielar... nice song...sigh.. its 4:28am in the morning.. *yawn* haven't gone to bed yet.. Was staring and oogling all over dollfie sites.. Didn't actually realize the time. *frown*Anyway, Im almost certain im placing my order through domuya. I emailed domuya about the price difference and they managed to convince me. O_O lolx.. with a VERY LENGTHY explanation. XP And im also certain what wig to get. ^___^ Im going to get boys wig short 1 or 2 and then im gonna get cassiel's punk wig!!! I absolutely loveeeee that wig. *dribbles and drools* muahaha.. WORK here i come! work work work... gotta work to get cash don't i? lolx... XDDD I must be going crazy.sigh~ Later im meeting chunyi with my sis at cityhall. yay.. going to excelsior and then to orchard. Most prob going to kino to get fruits! alrighty~ that will make my day. ^v^I best be getting some sleep now.. toodles.. p.s(pardon the weird sentence structures.. i've gone all british... =_= must be my brain and its lack of zzz.)
another space adventure at 4:28 AM
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Wednesday, February 09, 2005
listening to "I for you- sugi vers." by lunasea
I feel like commiting suicide all of a sudden.... *shrug*
sigh... WHY DO I HAVE TO PAY $600 MORE FOR ASANO? too bad i cant order from volks. My sister just ordered her MSD Ken online. she'll be getting it pretty soon~ >_>
lucky.. and she doesn't have to pay tt much..
sigh... asano asano asano.
irk.. i just realised how ugly narimiya looks in one of the pics my sis stuck to her bed post. lolx..
Its the first day of the chinese new year. erm.. GONG XI FA CAI. hongbao leh? gimme gimme.
anyway, had reunion dinner last night. it wasn't that gd. My uncle-in-law came too.. the one who lives in sweden.. He used to be a photographer.. and he was professional.. brought his leica cam yesterday.. T__T hmrp. He said my pictures were too creepy and asked me to take pics with meaning and beauty. but the dark stuff i see in my pics IS beauty to me. I have to admit my photos lack meaning. sigh... crap. shit. fuck. Have to go do my portfolio all over again. arg. anyway, nafa open house this coming 24th and 25th which means i have to take a day off on either day. how am i going to make enough money to get asano???
my eyes are closing... =_=
But its afternoon! blah.
i want polaroid film. I just bought another polaroid cam yesterday. its only 15 bucks from cash converters. I loveeeeeee collecting polaroids. Can't help it.
Its burning outdoors...
arg bah grr tsk hmrp ta la damn shit piak....
trying to keep myself awake.. *slaps*
-__________-U
*continues browsing dollfie sites*
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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
listening to "loop & loop" by asian kungfu generation.
^_^ I feel happy.. and free! lolx... No work today and the next two days since its cny. YAY!
hm.. lets see.. start from sunday. Went to domuya but it wasnt open.. loitered outside of it for practically more than an hour.. and resigned to fate.. left to go eat curryrisu at Romantic Kobe. Oishi!!! sugoiiii~ XD although it cost quite alot. Then went to kino and the flea market. I bot an old cap gun for 10 bucks. Its the perfect size for asano i think... we'll see. haha..
oo.. now listening to "sunday" by The Babystars.
anyway, like i was saying... after the flea market, we bot ice cream and walked back to the station. Went to meet the others at toa payoh to go to thomson rd for prata.. lolx.. lets see.. who was there? ... Stephanie, takahan, kyoist, kouji, janys, kaori, mel, amber and the three of us. yep.. The prata.. is... EXPENSIVE. haha.. so tt day i spent alot on food... grrrr.. owell.. It was fun anyway... Talked alot to kaori and janys. went home together with the two of them.
... and yesterday? I went to work... there wasn't much to do.. so boring..
ARG... I LOVE LISTENING TO BAROQUE IN THE MORNING. lol.. listening to "ila" by baroque... WHY MUST THEY DISBAND? [aa.. yes.. that inevitable question. *laughs*]
and as for today.. hm... My aunt will be visiting later for reunion dinner.. my room is a mess again and Im all sick with flu.. aldoh i feel vaguely fine.
The weather is great though.. and i dreamt that I was queuing up for some club but didn't get in but my friends did and ... ok.. its a lame dream.. so i'll just shuddup. Last night i was watching a short film called "holiday"... Adrian pang's character was really interesting.. lol..
sigh. tts it. Life as it is straight from my cramping fingers. G'day~
another space adventure at 7:44 AM
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
listening to "swamped" by Lacuna coil.
x_x.
Im suppose to go play a marilyn manson song with jiro's band next sun.. ARE U KIDDING? me?... T_T im scared.
anyway, did some shopping today... WALKED the whole entire day.. and i only got two shirts. boo. I was supposed to get pants and shoes.. but... sigh. Cant find any!!! WHYYY??
Sis bot yuui a wig.. so cute! ^_^
hm.. nothing much to blog abt.. shirts are so expensive nowadays.
Saw lots of really nicely dressed ppl today.. i mean.. to my liking and taste of cos. :P I found some pretty nice clothes.. but no size. Why the hell must i be fat? GOD HELP ME. please... :(
Far east is bloody packed. Like sardines.
I need to lose weight. SERIOUSLY.
sis getting her msd ken tomorrow. o man.. i still have to wait abt one more month or so before i have enough.. damn.
super dollfie fund now standing at 600. sigh...
o yea! i got kera and tune today.. fruits will only be out again next friday though... :1 owell.. gotta wait. Life's full of waiting isnt it? but by then, life's passed by. its a sad sad truth.
grrr.. argh...
saw charis today. *shrugs*
....... zzzz....
another space adventure at 12:27 AM
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Friday, February 04, 2005
listening to "dancing in the moonlight" by toploader.
taking this chance to blog since my sis is taking a bathe. hehe... well.. wat else but work today.. cny is coming... which means lots of the ppl working with me are leaving or left already for break to go back to their country. :( Well.. at least they all promised to buy back stuff to share! :D lolx..
sigh.. I havent bot new clothes or shoes.. tomorrow im buying new shoes.. i think. Hopefully. and im gonna go get kera! i must have it~ XP
Drums tomorrow too.. blah.. i think i reallyyyyyyy suck. seriously. :( stop telling me to practice.. I KNOW I HAVE TO. =__=
now listening to "kimi wa inaika" by toshi.
T_T
asanooo... how long more do i have to wait... sigh..
after getting the dollfie.. i dont noe if ill continue to work... maybe i will, maybe i wont.. it depends on the nafa intake and all that... I MUST TRY MY BEST.
wowowowoooo... *croons*
I love my room. \ (^v^ )/
redecorated. woot~
another space adventure at 11:45 PM
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listening to "speedstar" by triplane... I LOVE TRIPLANE!!! ^_^
ooo.. work was ok.. there's a new QA today.. *frown* i tot it'd be of help.. but.. nope.. made things worst. wats more.. i don't like her type. =_=
ar well.. anyway, i just burned 12 discs for hwa.. he's gonna treat me lunch tomorrow! wee~ ahaha.. free lunch.
o yea.. my aunt came back from sweden a few days ago.. I have yet to see her.. but my mom did this morn and she brot us pressies!!! There's this incredibly nice light that is REALLY REALLY pretty. i love it.. its near the comp.. super nice as decor and as mood lighting too.. prettyness.. ^__^
*yawn yawn* been too tired to blog nowadays.. i need my sleep..
Im a panda... zzzzz
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