Saturday, July 30, 2005

WHY MUST EVERYTHING TURN OUT SO FUCKED UP.

fucked up shit. fuck fuck fuck.

wat the hell do u have to worry abt. its not like you're out of cash or parents keep quarrelling n are out of their jobs.. or overloaded with school work or what..

and YOU. yes u.. why the fuck do u have to hang out with a fucker like her?

WAT THE FUCKING HELL is going on...
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another space adventure at 6:27 PM
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listening to "Ai no theme" by Hasegawa Tomoki (jisatsu circle soundtrack)

just played and solved this mystery.. http://sugarqube.com/Ecards/CardView.cfm?CardID=1228&L1=186&L2=214&L3=0&Page=
can click on it to try if u want.

ytd after school, went to national library with bh and alvin to do some research.. not much done, met up with chunyi too. thanks to shufen who lent us her hpb! :D but now's not exactly a gd time to read hp.. busybusy.
we all went kopitiam at 7 plus.. sat there and talked till 9 plus.. I din even realize the time.. oman..

chunyi is fascinated by alvin. HAHAHA.

anyway, later got jap class.. o no.. tt reminds me.. my jap homework.. ...ill do it after this..
which reminds me..
when i come back after jap class, i need to do my perspective before i come online again.. @$^%$&^%*# sigh.. so much homework.

relax.. ladeeda..

im bad at perspective.. T-T

shitshitshit.. hva project presentation next friday........... @_@

stress...

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Friday, July 29, 2005

listening to alvin, bh n kenny constantly going "NONSENSEEE.."

-_-''' in school library ... another half an hour or so till hva tutorial..
went to far east just now.. aye workshop wasnt opened.. needed to get some ear rings. ar well..

going to national library later.. meet chunyi i think..

bah. bah. bah.

NONSENSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

I JUST LOVE THIS.
http://www.milkandcookies.com/links/33634/

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listening to "wonderwall" by oasis.

hm.. life was amusing.

today.. was basic drawing and hva mass lect.. O GAWD. the droning of our hva teacher.. @_@ haha...

basic drawing in the morning.. fun man.. more charcoal.. haha.. then er.. went to jack's place to eat cos we tot got student meal.. BUT.. it starts at 130 and we were there at 1206.. shit man.. so we all had to get something cos its abit.. PAISEH la... shit man.. sorry i had to use my sister's cash.. IM BROKE.. T_T

after tt, went back to school library but there was no space so sat at the so called "hyde park @ nafa library" which wasn't in the library but outside.. -_- lame.. anyway, was ok.. they all did work.. i didn't cos i didn't feel like.. so i walked arnd.. blahblah.. went for hva lect after tt... it was.. er.. boring.. as usual... but the guys and me and my sis sat together.. and i let them draw on my wooden drawing board.. and i think.. i kinda regret it.. lolx.. no la.. but they really drew rubbish all over.. haha.. esp... BH.. u boonydick u.. drew so many damn phallic looking things all over.. haha.. laughed our heads off though.. hva is always gd for slacking off and laughing.. stayed back after school for awhile to decorate another waste wooden board which i kept.. haha...

funny bunch of ppl i have as frens.. lolx.. :D

took a few nice pics with my phone today but too bad that i still havent saved enuf for an rsmmc card reader.. T-T

ar well.. dinner time.

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

i warn u first. dont click if ur sensitive to piercings/body modifications..

I LOVE THIS ...
and
THIS...

XD thx to alvin for the site. scarification rocks..

shld i try? but im scared of pain..
stupid rite? -_-;;
yet i scar myself..

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listening to "We Will Become Silhouettes" by The Postal Service

woo.. old pic of me from last yr.. lol.. took it myself when i was playing with the cloth.

..I WISH SOME ONE LOVES ME.... T-T who will ever love me..... blah..
somehow.. the topic of today's many yakkings are either on self-mutilation (duh.. cos of me..) or on BGR.. -_-'' haha..

[for ur info, ive decided to forget abt k.. yep.. i shld start to like ppl arnd my age.. *shrugs*]

anyway, just came back from the national library.. was there with my sis and chunyi. She came to meet us after sculpture class today. Sculpture was fun. :D got to make the armature and start on our bodies.. mine is.. abit.. strange.. the butt's not there.. haha.. :P

during sculpture, kenny and alvin were seriously damn funny.. and kept making fun of various stupid things.. including who likes who.. and me being the centre of their jokes.. @_@ owell.. im ok with it.. haha.. they're nice gd ppl.. i keep imagining them as gangsters... haha.. our teacher joined in our chats sometimes..

in the morning we had principles of design class... which was kinda shitty.. cos have to redo my assignment.. so does everyone else. bleah.. after which we went to eat at the coffee shop opp our school.. then went off to school library to do some research and stuff.. lazed arnd till sculpture time..

yep.. boring day today.. ive decided to stay at the national library after school tmr.. so i can get started on my project.. i hope..

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Monday, July 25, 2005

listening to "Link" by L'Arc~en~Ciel
sigh.. i miss those times.. (look at the polaroid.. simmie missing..) haha.. ar well.. times change.. wat to do.. anyway, its supposed to be my sister's turn to use the comp.. but she's outside doing her homework.. so i just came on for awhile.. ... ... but there is no one to talk to! :/ boo..

so.. it was perspective class today.. cldnt concentrate one bit.. ._.
took a class photo with everyone today.. including the orientation leaders.. hope i can get the photo soon.. wanna put it up. :)
sigh.. need to get super sculpey for sculpture class tomorrow.. had to get cash from my dad.. hm.. im saving money to get kera by wednesday..
so depressing.. money sucks the life out of ppl.
blah. o yea.. on the way home, someone standing next to me on the train was blasting Laruku's Awake album on his discman~! :D
o yea.. i cant go for next monday's doll meet.. cos of school. fuck... T-T

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Sunday, July 24, 2005

listening to "fortune flower" by DEZART. (no.. not jisatsu's dessart.)

took the quiz link from simmie's blog.. I feel its quite true.. cept for the Desired Objective.

Your Existing Situation
Sensitive and understanding but under some strain; needs to unwind in the company of someone close to him.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on who she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are.Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.

Your Desired Objective
Wants to make up for what she feels she has missed by living with exaggerated intensity; in this way she feels she can break free from all the things that oppress him.

Your Actual Problem
Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for her personal accomplishments.

... yah..

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

[listening to my sis and my parents watching jisatsu circle outside]

so depressed.. bloody depressed. shit man..

o and a question that u mite not be interested to know.. but ill ask anyway.. Is the penknife or safty pin more painful?
most of you wld say the penknife rite? Wrong. The safty pin is more painful. yep..

anyway just saw mizeryFree on tv.. someone.. filmed them.. and used their song and love them more than me.. shit.

but tts not the main reason why im depressed.. my mom is quitting her job and my dad is jobless... n lots of other shit. nvm... dont wish to elaborate..

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listening to "You'll be in my heart" by Phil Collins.

oo.. tarzan. XD how i miss the movie.. haha... going for jap class soon.. lala.. nothing much.. when i get home, im gonna start on alllll my homework. yes! GAMBARIMASU!! haha...

anyhoo, regarding yesterday's entry where i wrote and i quote : "today.. THREE TIMES.. ive been asked the question.. "why don't you hang out with the girls?".. twice by jj and once by b.h.. sigh.. do they not like me being there?" .. well.. ITS ONLY A QUESTION. i hope NOONE misunderstands.. cos I LOVE THE GUYS VERY MUCH. :D haha.. cept.. for.. erm.. jj.. (hope he doesnt find my blog...)

yep.. o and francis will be taking a photo of my class on monday.. and i was hoping to see if i got cash.. mayb if i do, ill get polaroid spectra film and bring them on monday. XD or mayb bring my colorsplash as well.. haha..

i love my class.. love love love.. lalala... ooo i hear the ice-cream man's bell ringing... *flies off*

yes. im high this morning.. doubt the mood will last long though.. sigh..

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hello... click HERE for asano's latest pics.. taken by my sis and proudly photoshop-ed by me~! hahaha.. XD yes.. i shld be getting some sleep now.. ladeeda..

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Friday, July 22, 2005

listening to "Cant let go" by mizeryFree (woo..)

herm.. figure drawing was interesting man.. not bad. Brought my tune magazine to draw the figure... the guys saw it.. and well.. I shldnt have expected them to like it... -_-''' i mean.. men in feminine clothes and skirts arent exactly most ppl's ideal way of dressing.. owell. but my fig. drawing teacher did browse through my mag.. and seemed interested. he's abit gay after all..

was late for school today.. first time.. I cant be late ever again.. or itll be considered one day absent. i don't want that to happen.. anyhoo, got lots of homework to do by next week.. esp my perspective project. die..

went to eat lunch at Han's just now.. outside the newly reopened national library with who else but the guys.. the new national library is.. HUGE. went in to take a look..

went back to our school library to do abit of figure drawing homework and while away the time chatting and making fun of each other..

today.. THREE TIMES.. ive been asked the question.. "why don't you hang out with the girls?".. twice by jj and once by b.h.. sigh.. do they not like me being there?

stupid shit insecure feelings of young teen aged angst. HA. rite.. ar well..

anyhoo.. i feel like changing blog skin. _-_

o yea.. i have a feeling the cutting's gonna come back man... i just noe it.. not now.. but soon..

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listening to "aishiteru" by mika nakashima. (pretty..!)

ARG.... boonhau.. if u are reading this.... TAG DAMMIT. V_V and dont u dare go blabbing anything.... or else.... ILL HATE U FOREVER. no la.. joking.

hm... another interesting day.. herm.. had basic drawing in the morning.. tried being nice.. bought m&ms for the guys... and NO ONE WANTED IT. BAH... -_-;; used charcoal today.. damn.. it was harder than expected.. my shading sucks. Not to mention we had to wait for nafa shop to open before we all went down to get the charcoal paper cos mine was too small and the others didn't get.. boo.. crap. 1 dollar for a piece of charcoal paper.. and now i have to redo my piece.. cos i din use the fixative and it came out all over the place..

my arm's all sore from carrying the A2 wooden drawing board and my A3 size file.. crap. pain leh.. after drawing, had lunch with the guys at THE kopi-tiam next to s.a.m. then after tt, kenny and terence went to peninsula.. (yuji and way's hangout shop) to get a bag.. must be damn freaking EX. anyway, that left me, my sis, bh, alvin and bjorn. so we wandered arnd till we came to a conclusion that they wanted to play pool AGAIN. haha.. so went there and watched them. nothing much.. went off to HVA mass lecture after tt.

during the mass lecture.. we were all super super bored.. so.. what did we do? DRAW.. obviously.. lol... If only i had a scanner.. ill scan in the mess we made.. Laughed till i almost fell off the chair. shit ass man! Its gonna worth a million in the future.

after lect ended.. we all left to go our seperate ways.. me and my sis met rachel at dhoby ghaut.. walked to le meridien hotel to get rachel's guitar bk. went to heeren after tt.. then to kino. Kera is out. SHIT MAN.. and i saw the stacks of harry potter... my hands were itching to grab one.. no cash.. O YA. saw hiroshi... =_=.. ok la.. he changed.. no more miyavi shit. gdgd.. i prefer him this way.

after tt.. i went to try tt cheese noodle thing tt mel loves so much.. I have to go tell him man.. its... pretty normal. XP haha.. then had dinner out at "pepper lunch". OMG. eat there please~ haha... kicks ass! :D aldoh its abit too expensive in my opinion.. im going back man..

hm... went home after tt.

fell asleep pretty soon.. and then i woke up at 11plus.. bathed and now im here.. ;P

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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

listening to mizeryFree's album : LISTEN.

*edit : photo.. taken by my sis.*

HAPPY. happy. happy. happy. My sis use some of her money along with my 10bucks to get asano a nice new wig.. i like it better than the previous wig.. :) but i din intend him to look so girly.. aldoh i must admit.. it just makes him look HOT. haha.. and much quieter and less boyish (YAY~!)..

posting the photo here in blogger makes the photo quality go down.. but anyhoo.. can click for bigger view. Its a happydoll wig.. problem is.. it looks alot more manlier on the package.. haha.. but then again its modeled on an arthur doll.. which is WAY manly. haha.. i think ill be selling the fcs wig soon. sigh...

hm... today's rendering class... is ok.. problem is our lecturer's instructions are always not clear enuf... we had to go into grps today... i was suppose to be in angelus' grp but the guys wanted me in their grp as well.. cos they din have any girls in it.. and we're suppose to MIX arnd.. haha.. so ended up with boonhau, kenny n alvin. grp work is of cos more fun then doing everything by urself. There's this chinese guy who got pissed with the lecturer.. and things happened.. and.. blahblah.. cant be bothered to elaborate.. the first drama epi in our class.. ha. tsk..

after tt, went with my grp members along with my sis and jing jie to sunshine plaza for wanton mee. Hehehe.. laugh so much due to some DAMN shit racist lame cold joke tt we're all telling each other.. hee.. we were high on wantons la.. all of us went seperate ways after tt. boonhau walked with me and my sis to bugis junction.. he left and me and my sis proceeded to domuya. yep.. was choosing a few wigs.. too bad no cash.. o.. and they dont have any clothes i want.. other than this few girl dress shirts tt i tot were for boys.. too bad.. -_-

i m going to save for another wig and also a pair of shoes for my poor boy.. *hugs* haha..

o ya.. my hp book.... T________________________T

damn.

hwah.. third entry today.. blogger-holic man.

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listening to "jie kou" by jay zhou.. o_o

hm.. just a random tot. I miss holding asano alot. and how i wish i have all the cash in the world to buy everything for him. T-T

so sad... anyway, he seriously needs a new wig!!! Im getting really irritated by his wig.. i want to sell it away. soon. then perhaps i can get him a pair of shoes then. stupid fact tt he doesnt have a pair of shoes.. IM SO IDIOTIC. why cant i have been born into a rich family instead.. or be some super lucky person and win jackpot or something.. :(

arh........ dammit.

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listening to "The last nova" by NIL. (I LOVE NIL!)

haha.. that is sheldon tay. almost botak guy. HE IS SO COOL. but not as "COOL" as the bounty hunter lecturer... tt one is.. cool and cold. lol.. *squint* IS THAT HIS BAG? he uses a tote bag? ^o^ hahaha... I wldnt know.. cos my sis took this pic of him not me..

anyhoo.. not the topic of today.. Its morning.. such nice weather.. unlike yesterday. Im going to school in the afternoon today.. so for now.. i shall relax.

yesterday, i kinda had fun~ After our principles of design class, me and my sis along with almost my entire class went to the coffeeshop to mummum.. haha.. pratas! but... damn expensive man.. although i really like their teh terik. :D haha.. after lunch, the girls all decided to go to the library for some reasons unknown.. lol.. and the guys decided on pool. so stuck in between and knowing the guys better, me n my sis went along to the pool place.. which was where i went that time when i first met amber.. haha.. but there was less ppl of cos.. anyway, the guys were gd man... other than acarad who says its his first time... haha.. ya rite.. XD laughed quite alot too.. o and alvin finally showed his tattoos! its not on his spine.. its on his chest and thighs! O;o nosebleed. anyhoo.. when ur having fun, u never notice anything.. when we got out, IT WAS POURING. (o ya.. and i saw raymond.) man.. we were all stuck in the rain with only 20 mins to go back to school.. so we all shared umbrellas. everyone in pairs.. there were 10 of us. haha.. all of us ended up super wet anyway.. i shared with alvin.. funny though.. he likes to dash across the road.. and its like.. i hold the umbrella, he hold up his file to sheild us from the wind. HAHA... he din even bother if it got wet. V_V my layout pad got wet though.. the one with my work on it.. T-T luckily it dried fine.. other than a few splotches of ink.. which i fixed up ytd.. so nvm..

so we reached school.. cldnt find our sculpture class... Within the guys, only kenny, kim yong and alvin is in it with me and my sis.. 1G and 1H combine classes for 2D and 3D media studies. since my sis chose sculpture as well, we get to see each other. YAY~ haha.. anyway, we went up to student affairs to check.. and its at the old nafa building! grr.. so had to cross in the rain again.. i shared the umbrella with acarad. I KEPT HITTING HIS HEAD. haha.. too tall tt one.. i hope i din hit his pretty face! haha.. all the girls in the class envy his skin man.. haha..

herm.. sculpture was with my basic drawing teacher.. such a gentle fellow.. haha.. sat with alvin who kept wanting to steal everything.. of cos only jokingly.. some of my sister's classmates are.. odd. stupid moses.

ya.. tts abt it.. went home after tt.. my shoes all wet and me stinking from the rain.

ladeeda.

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Monday, July 18, 2005

listening to "overrule" by mizeryFree

WAHOO!!!!!! so happy~! :D got two realllly gd cds today!! yep.. Local bands MizeryFree and The Observatory. I cant express the feeling of love for mizeryfree~~~ *hearts* KEVIN! IF U ARE READING THIS I LOVE YOU. XP

dont ask me how come i got cash.. its all art material money.. sad aint it.. spend it on pleasurable things instead.. Not to mention the shit my family is in now. Still... I really dont know how my dad can go through this time.. without a proper job and all.. i feel so guilty for spending all this money.. blah... T-T owell.. Not like some other ppl who ... always.. somehow.. SUDDENLY gets HUNDREDS.. sheesh. v-v

so.. its perspective class today. I am totally amazed by david tan's drawings. @_@ tts my lecturer.. haha.. he's very.. er.. AMUSING.

before class, chunyi came with us to nafa library. We were all drenched from the rain.. went for class and chunyi went off for awhile.
met her and my sis again after class.. chunyi passed me the mizeryfree cd cos she found roxy records!! :) Thank you chunyi. then we walked to excelsior to go to roxy records after i ate chicken chop rice.. haha.. Listened to a few cds there and got the observatory~ at first i tot the uncle didnt have it.. then when i was going to leave, i asked him and yes he had it~! hehehe.. so.. double happiness for me today. Not to mention my sis bot throb (another local band) as well~ so... so far.. the local bands we have and support is LGF, mizeryFree, vertical rush, the observatory and throb. Of cos there are other bands.. like sky in euphoria and others.. but.. well.. no cash ya.. T-T

omg.. the music... mizeryfreeeeeee... sigh... shld talk to kevin more..

anyhoo.. after excelsior, we went off to funan so my sis cld get her thumbdrive. lucky for me i have my zen. yepyep.

went home after tt, walking home with darius. He was offering me menthols to smoke.. but i dont like menthol.. he told me lucky strikes are best.. mayb ill try tt someday.. when my bday is over. meanwhile its my leftover marlboro reds till im officially 18.

bah.. now home.. no one home cept me and my sis. Parents both at work. not sure bout my dad.. dun even noe if he's actually going to get paid.. freak man.

dun care anymore.. as long as i got my music. :)

I LOVE KEVIN.

"Your words cut me like a double-edged knife,
seemingly pleasure and pain,
Hopeless endeavours, it all seems the same,
Funny, it feels like the rain."
-"Can't let go" by mizeryFree

Lyrics by KEVIN.

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listening to "le ciel" by malice mizer..

doing research in my school library.. hahahaha.. just came in from the super heavy rain.. blah.. laptops are difficult to use.. O_O owell..

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listening to "comalies" by lacuna coil

I LOVE MY ZEN. haha... creative zen tt is.. I just realized i need a thumbdrive.. then i remembered my zen can be used as a removable disc.. and yay~ so easy too.. :D lovelovelove~

ladeeda.. just installed the creative thing on my comp again.. cos the other time, we were downloading things and there was not enuf space for the program. now i can put more songs in my zen when its fully charged.. lol.. now i have two babies.. asano and my zen. hahaha... my babiesssss~ *RAWR. dont u dare touch them. XP

anyway, ytd was a hang out arnd the neighbourhood day.. hehe.. and went to rachel's house in the next block to jam, read mags, roll arnd and take pictures. lol.. then in the night, was talking to rach on the phone and she told me some korean movie was on.. so i went to watch.. damn funny! haha.. dunno what the show is called.. the actor is quite.. cute.. haha.. no! I must control thyself.. JAPANESE JAPANESE. lol... im not anti korean la... x_x

oo ar boo bargghh.. my fingers are numb and my left arm is super super aching and what not.. cos of carrying asano... and for awhile only.. but still.. V_V

im blabbering arent i? did i mention my sister looks like matsubou from kishidan? ya.. does tt make me look like him too? nah... haha..

where's chunyi??? she's supposed to be here.. *looks arnd*

nvm.. its only 9 in the morning..

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Saturday, July 16, 2005

listening to the "songs for the girls we never dated" album by vertical rush.

uwah~ just came back from baybeats.. went to watch vertical rush! :D at first i din really remember where i watched them before.. then when i saw them, i remembered the time at substation.. stasis VI i think.. haha.. they're still great and nice.. lolx..

first things first.. went for jap class in the afternoon.. me, rach and my sis were late.. x_x opps.. haha.. the weather was really nice at tt time.. made me so sleepy and the lesson was so confusing... but sensei gave us cracker after tt.. lol! XD

met chunyi at clarke quay after tt.. asano came along with us today.. cos we wanted to get him a nice wig but.... DOMUYA HAD TO BE CLOSED. shucks.. i shld have called like i always do.. T-T ar well.. nvm.. went to liang court after tt.. in the midst of a big bunch of ska punks. I knew they were going to bay beats... hehehe.. and i was right~! anyhoo.. tts not the point.. we went to macs.. then to kino. I AM BROKE. cos i finally collected the two cure mags that i subscribed.. and it cost me 40bucks..... sigh.. nvm..

after tt, walked to esplanade.. the rain starting to come down again.. causing everyone to hide in city link area.. I cldnt breath man.. anyway, reached esplanade... and i cannot stress the amount of mahts and minahs ive seen today.. O MY EYES... sheesh.. and all of them dress the same! gawd.. hm.. doesnt matter.. i din dress up cos i wasn't really expecting much..

the rain led everything to be postponed by a gd one hour and in some cases.. some of the bands were cancelled... damn.. the weather made me mad man.. i was so "sian" that i almost din go watch vertical rush.. ._. That wld have been stupid.. they were great! stood there for the first few songs then some ppl left so me and simmie rushed in.. haha.. sat down but then this stupid bunch of posuers.. all girls.. (ah lians who tried to dress up all dark and ska-ish slash goth-ish).. went to sit behind me.. one of them kept kicking my back.. irritating..

vertical rush's performance was.. almost the same as that time in substation but i think the atmosphere was really nice this time.. with the night sky and all tt..

throughout the whole time at the esplanade.. i met alot of old frens and thats gd i guess.. even saw john, derrick and amos.. who got our names mixed up. HAHA. ar well.. nvm.. hope we all can meet up real soon someday..

after the performance.. was turning away from the stage and some girl just smacked me in the chest with her arm.. grr.. -_+

sis went to get vertical rush's albums and tee.. i wanted a tee too.. but no cash.. listening to the cd.. they really remind me of church man.. cos.. well.. they are quite churchy.. aldoh the lyrics arent tt churchy... they did record their album in their church after all.. hehe.

V_V hmph.. mom keeps asking me to follow her to church.. is this a sign???

mm.. their music is so... curl-in-a-corner-in-the-dark and think-about-life type... haha.. cool... :D

ok.. tts it i guess..

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listening to "Yozora no saku hana" by clavier

ohaiyo.... nice weather.. :) rain and wind~

why is today's photo ken-ichi? lolx.. cos it was his bday two days ago.. and i forgot to wish him happy bday on my blog. lolx.. so HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO KEN-ICHI KUN~! :D haha.

anyhoo.. yesterday was.. kinda fun. but the 4.5 hrs wait in between the tutorials.. were... boring...
in the morning, we had figure drawing class where my teacher is abit.. more feminine.. than other guys.. haha.. I dunno if he's gay but i wont mind.. lolx.. we had abit of fun.. and the room was super cold. must remember to bring jacket next week.. hm.. wat else.. er.. dont have much homework cept research and practice stuff.. gdgd.. then after figure drawing class was done, we had the long 4.5 hrs break.. my sis came to find me, boon hau, kenny and alvin. The five of us went to eat hainanese chicken rice reccomended by b.h.. haha.. its not bad. the chilli was a killer though.. mouth burning and nose running.. XD went to get stuff from art friend after tt.. not everything.. i still have stuff to look for... mayb later.. me and my sis left the guys after a while cos my aunt came to pass us some stuff.. then my sis went off to tutorial leaving me and my aunt.. we walked arnd parco.. (everyday parco.... -_-) ... it was getting kind of boring so i left to find the guys at nafa library instead..

haha.. stepped into the library and i see b.h and kenny using laptop.. wanted to borrow one but i was too lazy to... so i listened to my zen and looked through a bk on alternative paper materials and such.. alvin just sat there.. lolx.. i forgot to mention alvin is one cool dude.. his hobby is body gratification... u can tell from his expanders.. haha.. so i asked him if he has tattoos.. and he said yes.. on his spine.. o.o lovely~

my sis came out from tutorial which means it was our turn.. haha.. so we left.. sat with the guys again.. i can tell everyone was getting sleepy.. b.h's eyes were red, kenny kept yakking, bjorn was staring into space and alvin was constantly shifting in his sleep.. while i kept sighing.. yes.. History of visual arts.. its not that i dun want to learn or listen or wat.. but its the first tutorial on that and she was going through project stuff.. AH YES.. my first project. :D YAY! haha.. u can choose to do in pairs or alone.. i think alone wld be fine..

anyway, came out of class and it was pouring.. so me, bjorn, b.h, kenny, my sis and kenny's friend sat at the nafa canteen.. IT SUCKS. I ordered food that NEVER came.. the others who got their food said the fries were like wood.. hahaha.. no wonder on orientation day, thomas told us DO NOT EAT IN NAFA CANTEEN. lolx.. its only one stall anyway... was joking with them tt only the canned and bottled drinks were nice..

sigh.. laughed quite alot.. such contrast from the days when i wasnt in school.. dont u think? tts gd... sigh...

okok.. enuf sighing.. ladeeda. its finally the weekend.. time to unwind.. going for jap class later.. so Ja mata ne?

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

listening to "Kimi to machi made" by AKFG.

So many things on tv abt the nkf charity show and that dukai or whatever his name is guy... the one who took the money.. -_-'' I never knew how corrupted singapore is.. not to mention MRS GOH CHOK TONG.... fuck man.. sg is becoming shit. owell..

anyway, had our basic drawing class in the morning.. for 3hrs.. its great.. fun. i love drawing.. our teacher is quite soft spoken. i sat with alvin and adoncia. Both really nice quiet ppl.. lol.. for a change. :) anyway, after that, i had a three hour break before the next class.. so rachel came over to meet me and my sis. The three of us along with my sister's two other frens, Joanna and pearlie went to sit at tcc and i had their balti butter chicken sandwich... expensive! T-T but.. it was delicious man... then after tt, walked arnd sunshine plaza then around peace centre where rachel tried an epiphone and we stared at nice basses.. and then to plaza singapura where i tot the rest of the guys were at.. which.. is sadly a big no.. cos they went to the library and i din noe... :/ hhaha.. ar well..

rachel left when we left to go back to school for mass lecture on the history of visual arts.. O_O boring man.. i think its cos its the first lesson and so the introduction was abit long.. I was so bored, i was practicing my jap and listening to kishidan. Alvin (who sat beside me) was equally as bored.. and my sis and her frens were doodling.. ok.. my sis was actually copying notes.. +_+ sheesh.. the rest of the guys behind me were talking abt rubbish.. and then we ended lecture at 4 and met up with rach again..

the three of us went to sculpture square and saw the installations there.. "Let sleeping androids lie". Saw brian gothong tan's video installation there as well.. was so shocked he actually put in the gay movie footages.. but so inspired after that.. lolx.. XD I tot i was the only one who was interested in doing things that had to do with gays. I have to go find those movies!!!

we walked back to bugis junction in the rain after tt... went to eat wasabi-crabmeat sandwich at delifrance.. its only 2.90!! heehee... then up to kino where I saw this bk i mite consider getting.. its the penguin book of gay stories. yep.. u read right.. lol.. who doesnt noe i like gays anyway.. so whats my sexual preference? haha.. i have no idea.. GAYs for me. anyway, was looking through egg magazine.. man.. the things they do... tsk..

o yea.. saw kaori there as well.. then we left to go in parco.. went to the mini children's arcade section.. Lolx.. XD Its quite interesting to see the really old games we use to play in the arcade.. after that, we went to muji.. sis bot a few snacks for me and rach.. which we munched on the way home..

yep.. tts abt it. tmr will be a 4.5 hrs break in between class.. O_O think ill go to the library borrow a laptop or something.. hm...

NATSU MATSURI TIX!! chunyi u want? hurry!! tell me by tmr!!! need to give the cash to kaori. YAY~ cant wait~~~ *starry eyes*

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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

listening to "hitomi wo tojite" by ken hirai.

Just finished uploading my website with last sunday's pictures. Took the whole evening... arg.. and i still have so many other photoshoots to photoshop and load.. T-T keeping a website sure is tiring..
anyway, the photos u see above is taken by my sis but photoshopped by me.. I tried putting a texture behind the one with me in it and it kinda worked aldoh it made it rather pixelated. and.. the ive been trying to make rachel's one (the second photo) look like a mag pic.. it turned out.. er.. rather ok.. and the last one.. simmie's pic.. i just really love the feel and play of the hues and saturation. :D You can go my webby to see more.. XP (selfless web pimping.. tsk..) besides u cant really see the quality of the photos here.

To anyone new at my blog.. pls tag. thx~!

sigh... more photos to come on.. er.. thursday i guess.. since its my sister's turn to use tomorrow. lolx.. ok.. byebye.

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

listening to "my dear" by L'Arc~en~ciel.. [BLOGGER's UPLOADING TOOL SUCKS.]

Woohoo. school was great today. :D It was principles of design by russell lee.. the man who interviewed me. Met some of my classmates before class.. and went up together.. problem is our timetable is a completely fucked up.. -_- seriously.. the classrooms are all wrong and everything... boo.. anyway, after class, we din have the 3d medium class cos we have to choose which we want to do tomorrow before it starts next week. So.. most of us went to eat at macs together.. class bonding.. lol.. its quite nice to be able to bond that quickly.. i even talked to the new guy in the class named alvin (with the super nice expanders).. doh he din come along with us.

There was... me, cara, boonhow (sp?), dawn, junjie, rong shi, angelus, bjorn, kenny, delia and my sis, who came later. after macs, we went to art friend's to look at the prices and stuff.. then cara and rong shi had to leave. We walked to cityhall and to citylink's hmv. my sis bot awake album finally! lolx.. cos we cant stand not having the cd aldoh we have all the songs. o shit.. i just remembered i forgot to collect fruits and tune from kino.. O_O nvm.. ill call them. anyway, delia left after hmv, and the rest of us walked alot.. here and there.. basically we were walking circles blindly when we could have walked straight to beach road.. we went to look at tees and stuff. lol.. then ate there and left for home. took the train back with boon how and junjie..

so.. its quite nice.. the "bonding" we all had.. haha.. herm.. o ya.. forgot.. I BOT MY FRESH FRUITS PHOTOBOOK!!!! *hearts* lolx. Nafa students get offer at basheer~ wootx. ^-^

tomorrow, class at 11 plus. yay. then selection for our 3d class. yep.. tts it.. o ya.. collect fruits and tune. mm.. o.. not to mention i have more stuff to buy. crap.. im waiting till the end of the week so that i can see everything i need to get.

sigh.. the money im gonna be spending.. *shakes head*

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listening to Laruku's awake album. currently "killing me".

*breathes in.....* okay.... today was my first official day as a student in nafa. hm... there was a mix up of schedules at first.. So my class was plonked in with my sister's class for photography by accident. n i got to see sheldon tay! lolx.. he will be my photog lecturer for next term.. *rubs hands* cant wait! anyways, after realizing that the time table for my class was wrong, we left for our perspective class with david tan. He's damn funny! XD gdgd..

as for me being a loner.. still pretty much am.. got stuck sitting next to some malay guy in my class... :/ owell.. anyway, my class seems to be rather co-operative.. which is gd. :) tts abt it.. i guess i can live with being a loner. o yea.. forgot to mention our studio for perspective drawing is really cool. their tables are those adjustuble type.. where its sloping towards u and has a ruler thing (dunno wat to call it) positioned across the table for drawing straight lines.. cool cool.. :D

I shall go take pictures of some parts of school for u guys to see.. if my cam wants to co-operate with me..

o ya.. i have a ton of things to buy... sad.. no cash.. i need to save the money to get a cam!! (T-T)

herm.. tomorrow, im having a class on the principles of design which starts at 830am.. have to wake up early.. but i like waking up early anyway. its nicer.. the air is fresher.. so on and forth. blah.. i feel like im losing it.. my neck is aching like hell. dunno why.

haiz.. if only u guys were in nafa as well.. :(

for now.. adios!

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

watching yami no matsuei... and blogging at the same time..

ow.. my head.. headache... neckache.. everything.. -_-
came back from cosfest not long ago.. LOTS of deathnote cosplayers and stuff... there were very little jrock cosplayers except for the gang of us and a few others.. mostly all anime cosplayers and lots of lolitas... WHAT IS WITH THE RISE OF LOLITAS? hm... owell..anyway, was a bit boring for the jrock cosplayers.. cos we din understand some stuff and also.. the booths.. most were anime-related.. some dollfie-related.

[o me goodness.. i forgot how nice yami no matsuei was.. *drool*... asano is drooling as well.. lolx..]

anyway... i still feel so sad tt no one recgonize me as yukke.. i know that not alot of ppl listen to mucc.. owell.. at least i noe i did my best.. haha.. sigh.. :/
there's not much to write abt cosfest.. cept tt kuek and the rest came.. haha.. he took pics with me again! XP and.. er, on our walk back to the mrt station, we went into this forest path thing.. full of mosquitos.. but the photos tt came out was really really cool. :D

hm.. wat else..? er.. nothing. after leaving cosfest, me, my sis, rach, simmie and chunyi went to the foodcourt at white sands to sit arnd then all of us except chunyi came back to my house.. collect the stuff and all tt they left here in the morning.. including lazu who visited asano and the rest.. lolx.. :) I love his onegreyelephant wig.. hehe..

now im doing nothing.. just sitting here.. sent the photos to simmie and rachel. stupid blogger refuses to let me load the pics.. ar well.. i had a great time all in all.. cept for seeing some ppl i din want to see..

as for tmr.. yep.. the official start of school for me. *breathes in breathes out* must remember to just keep my mouth shut.. tt'll prevent conflicts.. i talk too much for my own gd really... :/

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Saturday, July 09, 2005

listening to "loop & loop" asian kung-fu generation

ok... yesterday was fun~ hehe.. esp. at night.. with 5 bottles of alcohol.. (will talk abt it later) ...but.. IM THE LONER IN MY CLASS. T-T and i tot i would have someone to partner myself with... but.. NO... :( There's quite a few ppl in my class much older than i expected. One who really really looks like miaka.. who is 24 yrs old. and i think 2 of them who is 21 yrs old... including a fireman. o_o.. owell..
There are three malay girls and two malay guys in my class.. don't get me wrong.. they're pretty nice.. i just dont like the way MOST malays act.. these few are nice but im not too sure if i can get along with them.. then.. there's this two girls who got along well with each other.. one named angelus and the other rong shi. angelus is a anime-ER.. yep.. can tell.. but her fav. band is 5566... -_- ok.. cant really judge their character by their music... YET. i dunno.. they seem nice.. but too chinese for me to click properly.. then there is a guy and a girl from china.. two guys from malaysia.. one guy from thailand who doesnt noe how to speak thai.. i hope he understands.. then it'll be like me.. I can understand better than my speaking..
who else.. er... the rest of the guys.. er... they're quiet.. perhaps cos its the first day? I dunno.. kenny is VERY VERY familiar.. ive seen him around everywhere. but he's ok.. tot he was horrible last time.. then... there's this guy.. his name is bionn or bjonn or beyond or something.. just got the pronounciation of it as BE-YOND. I dunno.. odd name.. O yea.. There's a butch or bung in my class named dawn. She's gonna b our class rep for the next 6 months. fizz (one of the malays) is our vice-rep. yep.. the guys.. I really have nothing to say.. both our reps are girls.. come on.. guys? they're the quiet ones man.. but tts gd i guess.. I end up in between the quiet guys and the noisy girls. :(

hm.. anyway, the orientation was better than i expected.. I thank the heavens tt my class' orientation leaders are the nicest and the best. hee... We din have to do anything embarassing or what.. which was a relieve to me. and then there was this talk at the school of performing arts campus by the staff... which.. I almost fell asleep at.. v-v yes.. its tt boring.. but after that, we went back to our campus and got two goody bags (one nafa, one art friend which we get free membership at) and our time tables.

speaking of time tables..
monday -2.30pm to 4.00pm - perspective drawing (Term 1 only)
tuesday -8.30 am to 11.20am - principles of design,
-2.30pm to 4.00pm - sculpture, ceramics or metal smithing (term 1 only)
and Printmaking or ink painting (term 2)
wednesday -11.30am to 2.20pm - Rendering techniques
thursday -8.30am to 11.20am - Basic drawing,
-2.30pm to 4.00pm - Mass Lecture for History of VISUAL arts
friday -8.30am to 11.20am - figure drawing,
-4hrs of nothing to do-,
-4.00pm to 5.30pm - Tutorial for Hist. of visual arts.

Ya. remember to jot it down. so u can call me if ur bored!! heh...

mm.. now abt last night.. woohoo.. 5 bottles of alcohol including bacardi which was 34.7% alcohol.. lolx.. party under stars with chunyi, my sis, rachel and simmie. yep.. at the carpark.. lolx.. rachel puked.. poor thing.. saw blue dots all over.. hm.. we had prata as dinner first so we wldnt be drinking on an empty stomach. anyway, it was damn fun.. not drunk or anything though.. i had a throbbing behind my neck when i went home doh.. and rachel and my sis were dozing off on the train.. (sat one of the last train back).. sigh..

yep.. nothing much la.. just had fun. which is gd.. ok.. time for dinner. mom cooked and chunyi is over to eat dinner with us. YAY! :D

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

listening to "The last nova" by NIL.

downloading so many things.. i hardly have time to type here.. _-_

Anyway, went out with my sis just now.. din do much.. looked around bugis and orchard... There was an artist touching up on the mural type paintings outside art friends.. so nice! @_@ i went to art friends to buy some supplies.. and then we loitered arnd somemore.. o yea.. before that we went to kino.. fruits n tune will be out tmr.. YAY~ must remember to call them to help me reserve a copy.

went to orchard library.. loaned a book on my darling SX-70.. which i must go check out for.. T-T saw students from my KC... ew.. (my ex-school) and saw mrs leong and ms soo.. Said hi to them.. they had some performance going on.. blah.. din stay to watch..

anyway, yep.. its orientation tmr.. :S too excited and scared at the same time... dunno whats gonna happen... Will i make new frens or just become a loner? ._. I really really dunno.. its like the start of a new life where i have to start all over again.. I shall try not to let my reputation go bad. X_X

after orientation will be meeting me bunch of friends... yes.. the crazy bunch in the photo (rach not in cos she taking pics).... hopefully there'll be vodka or bicardi... i want to get high... Im bringing the coke and sprite. sis bringing the snacks, rach getting the sparklers, simmie getting the booze and chunyi... the PRATAs.. lolx.. picnic under the stars at a multi storey carpark.. haha.. thats our way of a night out. we usually lie on the carpark floor.. since no cars go up there anyway.

i really wonder.. if we'll all still be together in.. say... 5 or 6 yrs.. since from tmr on.. me and my sis wont have tt much time to spend.. sigh...

wat the hell will happen? no one knows i guess... boo...

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listening to "space halo" by olivia.

Yay~! finally finished chapter 5 of my hydeXyukki fic.. o man.. but the ending of this chapter sucks. grrr.. blame it on me not having enough brain juice. BLAH. anyway, I also currently have a kenXyuu, a kohtaXjun and a hydeXsakura fic waiting for me to finish at the moment. O gawd... someone help me. thats for starting a fic with every single idea u get.. lolx.. XP

o boy... head is groggy. shall write the fics another time.. hm.. reminder to self : ^get coke and sprite after orientation^. lolx.. we're having a sorta celebration dinner type thing over at this multi storey carpark near chunyi's house on friday nite.. lolx. planning to get a little high. :D I cant wait.. finally.. a time where we can all come together to let our hair down abit.. sigh.. and to mark me starting a new chapter in life.. yea.. i must strive from now onwards.

i sound so lost.. dont i? ar.. its just cos im tired.. T-T *yawn*

ok.. time for beddy byes.. i bet u ill have ero-guro dreams of merry tonight. lolx.. wat to do.. fics have a tendency to do tt to ppl.. lolx.. although i have never read a merry fic. o-o tt's why im writing one... *points up* haha.. kk.. nite.

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

listening to "Aishiteru" by Mika Nakashima.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GARA-kun~! :D

yep.. its his bday today.. and just nice i wanted a merry layout. ^-^ yepyep... so here it is.. Was stuck on it for a longggg while.. before my sis came to push all the right buttons in my brain.. so that i cld finish it. lolx..

just incase u din noe who gara is.. (tsk.. how cld u?) He is the super-cool-wank-on-stage and dont-talk-during-lives vocalist of merry.. His bloody gd looking and one of my most fav. vocalist. *hearts everywhere* He is around the age of 28 or 29.. not sure.. he doesnt reveal it. *more hearts*

sigh. I feel happy with the new layout and GARA-LOVE. lolx.. ok. try not to spoil my mood..

hm.. 2 more days... no more time to slack after tt. yea.. got to make full use of the time i have now. Feels like dooms day.. but a very happy one at that.. XD

*edit* CHANGED STUPID TAGBOARD to C-BOX. haha... cannot stand seeing my sister's one.. haha.. so i changed it.. X_X its more customizable anyway. XP *end of edit*

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

hee.. I made this icon cos i was bored just now in the afternoon.. supposed to be asano but turned out like that..

listening to "Melissa" by Porno Graffiti

Woo.. my eyes are so tired.. but im not sleepy or anything.. anyway, I've finally up somemore pics on my website.. theres more to come. Go check out both asano's website (Got the main thing up-ed) and also my PERSONAL website. On my personal site, i updated cosplay pics from djparty and also the kagen no tsuki movie thing. lolx.. sorry in advance if u see ur faces there.. XD

sigh.. no mood for the past month already... no mood for writing the fics tt is.. I need to get my fingers and brain back in grubby fanfiction writing mode.. *knocks head on table*... Got so many pairings i want to work on.. but yet.. Ive got writer's BLOCK. Grrrrr.... boo!

o yea.. it finally hit me. today (tuesday) and then wed.. and then thursday... and then ORIENTATION. arg.. its like.. three days to officially not having anymore time to slack. Its definitely a welcomed change.. but.. I hope i wont be up to my neck in work or else i wont be able to meet up with u guys.. :( I wldnt want that...sat have japanese class and then sunday.. cosfest. im recosing.. yepyep.. gonna try and take decent pics for my website.. i hope. damn.. i seriously hate my cam.. anyone got extra cam of gd quality... lend me.. haha.. T-T

ok la.. i think i shall go take a bath.. then come read a fic and sleep at.. say... 4 or 5 am? lolx..XP

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Monday, July 04, 2005

listening to "Rocking around the christmas tree" by brenda lee.

ohaiyo. and Happy Birthday to Gackt. ur old.. and u noe it so shut up and dont bother acting young. ha.

damn.. cant sleep. asano was all over me.. i guess he cldnt sleep as well.. cos the nap we took last afternoon was too long.. *yawn*

last night, we went to the airport cos holly came back and rachel wanted to go see her. After seeing her, we went to sit at popeye's to eat and we had quite a long chat.. the topic of the moment being "when we grow older" and "boyfriends". both of which im not very sure will happen. who knows when i'll die? anyway, its nice to go to the airport late at night again.. so long since i did tt. u_u

o yea.. i dunno why my mom and dad are acting as if we have money or like as if my dad's still working.. My mom keeps asking if we need money and tells us we can get from her.. and even offered to give us a hundred dollars each to buy clothes with when she collects her pay this coming friday... I mean.. I know we're all depressed and stressed and what not.. but why? and my dad? He's like.. spending money on unnecessary things.. I saw him buying a new shirt and more bike magazines. is he even looking for a job? T-T wtf is wrong with my family???

o yea.. he told me he's gonna go pawn his gold bracelet later. crap... FIND A JOB. NOT PAWN THINGS. i really wanna cry. *shakes head*

sigh.. ANYWAY. I finally recieved my school letter informing me tt this friday is ORIENTATION. ugh.. seriously... Im not in the mood.. but im kinda excited to see what kind of ppl will be in my class. Sad that me, my sis and our friend will be seperated. Im in 1H while my sis is in 1G and our friend in 1M. crap. o yea.. they're having a disco nite for us "new ppl" as well. too bad, my bday aint over yet.. so i cant go. -_- I wanna smoke and drink beer. if only i had a smoke/beer buddy...

yes.. i noe i noe.. bad for my health.. etc etc etc. but.. i dunno.. it really only makes me feel better.

kiyoharuuuu.... V____V *paws at screen*

o yea... thx to my sis for downloading sugizo's C:LEAR album. *HEARTS* i wanted to buy it when i saw it at tower records.. now its gone. T___T
owell..

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

listening to "one night carnival" by kishidan.

omg. just finished watching smile tour dvd.. and... its nice~ the atmosphere was nicer than the previous dvds but the ending was not as dramatic or touching... :/ owell.. but its great none the less espacially the Punk~en~Ciel part. hehe.. and stupid yukihiro had to show us his avril lavigne sticker on his dunno what case.. -_- I HATE AVRIL. Pooey. ar well...

surprisingly there was no jap class today.. cos sher told sensei.. i din noe.. but owell.. so me, my sis and rachel went out to look arnd.. my sis took some cash from my mom to get the dvd and i took some to buy kera.. rachel bot awake album. of cos me and my sis have to wait to get tt.. cos by buying all these, it already means tt we have to stay home some more.. T-T I havent been out since i got asano except to run errands and stuff.. owell.. tmr there's some sort of a fun fair type thing at the field next to the mrt station.. so i most prob will just go there check it out. nothing much..

o yea.. not to forget.. i saw a few familiar faces at mise.. ._. nothing to say.. if u really want to know then u have to msn me. :P

anyway.. i HAVE to do something with my hair.. sheesh.. its like not in any style.. and obviously im loosing hair.. *CRIES* too much bleaching. shit la.. dun ever bleach ur hair like.. 5 or 6 times. dun be like me.. dye a million and one colours on my hair.. and then now suffer the consequences of falling hair.. T____T fuck.. shld i shave? Ive been nursing tt stupid question for months.. _-_

now i want a tattoo as well.. boo... stupid grey matter of mine.

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listening to "Black Toys Illusion" by Kiyoharu

gd morning... *yawn*

its a nice morning today... besides its nice to wake up and read a lemon to start the day once in awhile. lol.. Was reading a daishi x lida. Haha..
Got jap class later on in the day.

o yea.. yesterday, i finally found out asano's fav. band.. two days ago, my sis was downloading a few extra pierrot stuff tt we din have.. and me being crazy over pierrot last time.. of cos went to watch their pvs and listen to their songs again.. and then me, asano and my sis were sitting there.. and it dawned on us.. cos we've been trying to figure out what asano likes.. and he reminded us of kirito's personality and aiji's sensitive, abit girlish attitude.. and it just wasnt right with other bands. and at that moment I looked at asano and his face had bliss written all over it from the way he stared at kirito.. O_O LOLX. XDD He's in love with kirito.. and acts like aiji.... o man he's two in one! XD

anyhoo, pierrot still rocks~ Ive found the love for them once more. ^-^ They were one of the first bands i found out abt last time.. thanks to the internet's wonderful information sharing possibilities. :D

asano looks gd in a tank top.. well.. more boyish really [If not manly].. but my sewing skills suck..
so the tank top is kinda lopsided.. m(_ _)m

owell.. no money to get him clothes at the mo.. haha..

alright i dun think i have anything else to update about.. unless u want to noe what i bot when i went grocery shopping ytd... @_@

another space adventure at 8:01 AM
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